• Archive for August 27th, 2013

    Ever Feel Stupid?

    by  • August 27, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 1 Comment

    I feel so stupid. So stupid. For a long while, I hadn’t respected myself, treasured myself, as God would have had it… I thought about doing certain things. But a concerned friend told me very bluntly how low and stupid he thought that it was… Or at least, what I thought of doing. I feel

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    you make it so hard

    by  • August 27, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    You don’t deserve all the love people have towards you. You don’t deserve the friends you have. If i really wanted to ruin you i’d tell all your friends what you used to say about them. You put on your makeup and throw yourself out in front of other guys in front of me. You

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    how to deal

    by  • August 27, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Surely we all must have something in our lives that feels like it could kill us, that we cannot fix. It’s just always there, and really the best way I’ve found to cope is to just leave it be and hope the pain eventually lessens. It just forces its way into your existence and wraps

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    Scared

    by  • August 27, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Dating • 0 Comments

    Sometimes i have no idea what to say to you. i will never send you this because i’m tired of the way you just say “k” like it’s an okay response… we sit around and kiss and hug and everything is as perfect as it has ever been for me. i just want you to

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    Even still

    by  • August 27, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Yes I get it. You want to be with her not me. She’s the one for you not me. It’s never going to be me…never, never, never. She’s the one, not me. Even if it doesn’t work with her it’s still never gonna be me. Even still I love you with every breathe I take,

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