You have me spinning in circles. You are like a mystery I keep thinking I have solved, only to come up short. We met online, so I have no way of knowing if the name you gave me is your real name. The way you seemed surprised that I gave you my true identity when we first met would seem to indicate that you did not do the same. See what I mean? Spinning in circles…
I only want you. I’m not even sure of your name and I only want you. Do you have any idea what that is like? What it does to me?
I don’t want to play a game any more. I want the real deal. I want you to lay your feelings on the line as I have laid mine on the line so many times. I want to know how you feel about me and then I want to take action. I don’t mind waiting, but I want to know for certain that there is something I am waiting for. You.
You hold my heart in bondage…. either claim it or set it free so that it might return to seeking its match. I believe you have responded to me here several times, claiming to return my feelings, but this is a place of cobwebs and mirrors, not a place of certainty. I need to know. For my sanity, I need to know. Do you love me? Is this the great love of my life or am I waiting in vain for something that will never happen?
Please. I am begging you.