You know why it feels crazy and unreal?
Because after all this time we are still in love with each other.
Because that’s the truth.
Why does it hurt?
Because we are supposed to be together.
And it scares the hell out of me. You too.
When we cannot get what we truly want it wrecks us; destroys us from the inside out. At least that’s what it does to me.
I just want to scream.
I need you here. And you’re not here.
I hate knowing all this.