• Done Somebody Wrong

    by  • August 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Embarrassment • 3 Comments

    I can’t say that I don’t have an internal battle with myself because that will just be a lie. And I also cannot say that I didn’t have it coming – because I do.

    But the thing that has perplexed me is how willing I am able to venture out into this cognitive dissonance that although I know full well what the aftermath will be I get into a mindset where I roll the dice and hope for a lucky number

    Well not anymore. Not in this place, and not at any time in the future. Embarrassing? Check. Misunderstandings of my intentions into something I am afraid they think is bad? Yup.

    But there isn’t much I can do to calm a self made conflict you know?

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    3 Responses to Done Somebody Wrong

    1. Only You Can Make That Decision
      August 25, 2013 at 5:20 pm

      For that is what you hold dear to your heart & your believes. It is a good thing as it reveals you have moral fibre & are of good character. That is why we are all different otherwise we would be clones & boring, for how are we meant to learn to transform ourselves in our lives if we don’t meet these people & take that “Loving Risk” which is so worth the best/worst in them/us. Each of us compliments each other thus why we were attracted to them in the first place.

      Even I should have viewed & focused more on the supportive believes we shared & minimised the negative ones by reducing my thoughts on the negative ones & believing in all the positive ones which far outweighed the negatives overall & that is something I should have taken responsibility for so then I was been more consistent with my behaviours as they me.

      But yes there is a way to solve your self-made or as I like to think of it co-created with ourselves in the drivers seat so therefore accepting a greater part of the responsibility? Have faith in the other person, believe it will be all right, it will work & flourish, discuss your anxieties & fears openly & honestly(this is where we all let ourselves & them down)? for if we can be positive then we can overcome any obstacle no matter what life throws at us?


    2. Actually Yep
      August 26, 2013 at 2:18 pm

      gives it away yes you did do what you said not them as your words give yourself away AGAIN lol


    3. @ACTUA:LY YEP
      August 27, 2013 at 7:04 am

      See that is where you are wrong I was writing for YEP YOU to gain a perspective of the other person’s mentality, as brittle as it was on this. I knew it would draw you out AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN LOL YOU ARE JUST AS EASY TO TRICK. luckily I don’t purposely go round peoples life’s and play a sick twisted games of “Lets ruin that person” so…

      Good Bad Day



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