How are you?
I miss you . I think about you every day. I have been thinking of you for 24 hours straight. Today I daydreamed about our future life. I couldn’t stop smiling.
We read books together, talked about books we’ve read over imported wine, traveled to each other’s homeland, had date night every Friday where we explored new restaurants. Watched great, classic movies and would cuddle up on rainy nights.
When I took you to my home land you loved our food and we rode horses on the beach. We did many of my other favourite things and I showed you all my favourite places. We went zip lining, we hiked, walked amazing nature trails. We went to parties and danced all night. We were the envy of every couple. I also took you to carnival and you were shocked when I showed you my ‘outfit’. We laughed so hard. You also hung out with my dad and he took you to his farm and his hometown and all our relatives loved you. He took you fishing and you told him a lot of things. Then you asked my dad if you could marry me, then he said ..no. Then he smiled, took your hand and and said of course! I rather no other man on this earth take her hand than you. That was shocking coming from my father of all fathers.
We came back home and told everyone about our trip and planned our wedding. Your parents were delighted to hear the news. Everyone eventually warmed up to our relationship. We married, had a wonderful home, great sex and a beautiful son who was the spitting image of you. The only time we fought was when you thought I was hogging the kids. We grew old together and one day one of our grandchildren came to us in worry. We told her about the struggle, the taboo and the beauty of our relationship and it became a catalyst for her to pursue hers along with many other intricate ambitions. In her college essay she spoke about us; we were her inspiration. We taught her to follow her heart and always go for what she wants despite of the circumstances and also strategic planning hehe. I also wrote a book about our lives called ‘My double Ds.’ My dilemmas, my daring-ness, determination, devotion, everything D that lead up to one of the best things that had ever happened. A life with you.
Wow. That is some dream. I try to think positive when I think about us so I don’t become sad. I wish you would meet me half way.