Well, today is the day you leave for college. I thought things would be so different by now, but they’re not. It’s been 6 months since things were really normal between us and 4 months since all hell broke loose.
I told myself that if things weren’t ok by the time you left for college, I would stop trying but I didn’t really think that would happen. I didn’t think a lot of things would happen.
So, today is the day I let you go: all the hopes, all the dreams, all the plans. Love and hate are so deeply intertwined and we are a prime example of just how that happens. I will always love you and if we were meant to be, we will find our way back to each other maybe years from now. Good Bye for now soul mate. Go find your joy.