• Archive for August 24th, 2013

    Those things we said

    by  • August 24, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    You said, “If you come here and that happens I’m not ever going to let you go again. I’m going to marry you.” I looked up at you in shock as you said it. I think you were pretty damn surprised you said it too. I could feel the biggest smile growing on my face

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    Distractions Road Blocks Regrets

    by  • August 24, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    When I cut contact with you those weeks I went out of town. Partly to distract myself from the loss/depression and partly because I was aware the date you and I were supposed to see one another was looming. I’ve done a pretty good job at not thinking about our cancelled plans. For me to

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    Good Bye To You

    by  • August 24, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Hey You… Well, today is the day you leave for college. I thought things would be so different by now, but they’re not. It’s been 6 months since things were really normal between us and 4 months since all hell broke loose. I told myself that if things weren’t ok by the time you left

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    I’m the one who got away

    by  • August 24, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 7 Comments

    I know you have been stringing me along, saying cute things, doing nice things, for me, trying to get me to fall in love with you because you like me as an option. You like how a “nice” girl like me is interested in you even though you don’t like me enough to commit. It

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    painful to think about

    by  • August 24, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    you are a princess, an endless gorgeousness seeming to flow from the universe itself. i’m a black hole sucking you in. i apologize in advance for making you like me. i never liked me much. and yet, somehow, in this endless expanse of all that ever was and is, you can’t find it in your

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    Dead and deader

    by  • August 24, 2013 • To Everybody • 0 Comments

    The one thing I wanted most to do was take a long walk outside after being locked in my house for years. I can’t even do that, because people are being randomly targeted for no-purpose violence. What the hell is up with the generation these days? YOLO and Carpe Diem doesn’t cut shit when your

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