• RJ you’ve no idea

    by  • August 23, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 1 Comment

    You have no idea do you?
    What you do to me when you ignore me,
    when you make a single, flippant reply
    … just a word or a smiley face
    You have no idea how much it hurts,
    how it makes me remember the nights we spent together and wonder whether they meant anything to you?
    Maybe they didn’t mean anything?
    I hate thinking those nights meant nothing, those times meant nothing … but you do nothing anymore to make me think they meant anything to you
    Why do you do it?
    When we are together, those rare times now, you want me … is it just the ‘want’ though … I wish I knew.
    I don’t want promises from you, promises won’t mean we can be together … they won’t and we can’t be
    But just letting me know that you still think about me, that you still want me and that I still mean something to you … that those times together still mean something to you
    … THAT would mean everything, that would make it more bearable to carry on without you. I know I have to carry on without you, I just wish I still felt you near.
    I wish I felt we had that connection, why can’t you let me know if you still care? Is that so hard for you, or is it just that you don’t still care?
    I still need you here with me, if only at the end of a message or at the end of a text … it’s all too hard without knowing that
    Please, please just let me know you’re still there?
    I miss you

    One Response to RJ you’ve no idea

    1. Here Where?
      August 26, 2013 at 2:54 pm

      It takes two to tango & if you are referring them n here use a better hint?

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