You’ve been having this affair since we started? HAHAHA.
Shouldn’t have left your Facebook page open ! My luck…
It’s good on one hand, but just mind blowing on the other.
It’s the rage that has allowed me to get through this awful
time. Christ Almighty. Now I get it…what those soldiers in
Iraq and Vietnam went through. You disguised yourself so well
like the enemy, with this constant outpouring of love,
DAILY YOU M F46$^%$&@%@ !!!!!!
to the point where I didn’t know what end was up.
Now I see that EVERY SOLITARY gut feeling I had about you was spot on!
Fake name on Facebook. Hiding shit. Hiding ME !! Oh, NO GD wonder
no one would comment on my posts! Totally abnormal. I’m sure you had your settings to where, what…3 people could see?
LOL. IVARS? (“Why are you commenting back to Ivars? He cant see that.” RED FLAG! But NOOO. “I don’t hide posts !!” ..your words)
I see he’s a relative FFS. That’s not even HIS real name. It’s his first and middle name. Related to who? Hahahahaha
Are you the most morally CORRUPT person on the planet? No, I don’t believe that. I do believe John Gotti had more honor than you have,
though. To lead me on like you have? This forever shit?
What in the HELL could possess someone to do that? To take advantage
of such caring I bestowed on you…it’s beyond my realm of thinking.
Oh, I just answered my own question. What possessed you. The DEVIL is what possesses you !
Honestly, I have worked with some real slime balls. It was the nature of the business I suppose,but these guys lied their asses off to well meaning people investing 5, 10. 15,000+ in gold or silver. Same in the mortgage business. It sickened me.
But women? NEVER, ever have I seen such a con artist. If the 3-4 cons before were ‘untrustworthy’ as I (now) determined, they would be maybe a 3 on the scale. At least they didn’t nor would it ever likelyenter their minds to be planning a FUTURE together ! Much less be saying right back to me, that’s what they wanted !! Not you. In your world,rules of conduct are made to be broken. You sick F
“My Rock ” ????? Hell, I was only “your rock” to the extent that I was a diversion from your undying love to a MARRIED MAN !! (Or has a close GF…I couldn’t tell) You know, every woman I have met worth a flip wouldn’t go after a married man. They sure wouldn’t be writing love letters all day. Christ Almighty, no wonder you don’t work. You’re too busy writing love letters! I think you also post Craigslist ads for men, as you’re all dolled up every morning…and disappear every afternoon. Nowhere to be found. I never could bring myself
to try to reach you in the afternoon. I had a gut feeling about this and in all reality, at the time I didn’t want to know.
HOW DARE ME give you such freedom !! How absolutely ….I am SO MAD at myself. You F-ing manipulative queen ! You set me up. So being the accommodating person I am, I’m not going to bug you. Now it’s all clear as a bell. All your Facebook long distance romances? Yeah right. Like you would KNOW that some guy from Canada cheated on you. More of your MIND GAMES
“Oh, poor girl” they all cried. YOU LIAR !!! Your whole game is to set everything up in advance with your friends.Make the good guy giving you all the love in his heart, change his life plans (in my case) but then BADMOUTH him to your friends….cause YOU’RE cheating on him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can only imagine the amount of false stories you spread to your friends.
I can just hear you….you LIAR !!! Controlling, insecure, on and one.It’s right out of the book. HIILWAN is the title. They will call you this,none of it’s true, but they work you into a way where they can control you.Insecure? F YOU. I wasn’t until I met you.In hindsight, I had every REASON to question you. That’s not insecure. It’s because I DON’T BELIEVE YOU .YOU F !!!
I can’t believe the GUY would have anything to do with you. Mr. Gorgeous (as you used the term several times..believe me,
I had a tiny question about that) with all this money? WHY would he want someone like you? Because you have him CONNED based on what I read.I see you have been on,off,on ,off,on,off. You’re the epitome of dysfunction! Unreal. The guy can’t be that smart, to not be able to see that as soon as you’ve pushed the other woman out, that you will GO BACK exactly as you are ! The cycle will start allover again.
The narcissist books ALL read as though they were writing about you.
Thank God you left your Facebook open.Confirmed every suspicion I had.
Selfish beyond any extent I have ever seen. Narcissist? He obviously can’t see see it. Does he know there’s a level of a Narcissist that
basically lives to destroy a man??? Because from my vantage point, that’s where you are at. If the FEW others were bad, you’re a 12 on a 10 scale.
You’ll ruin him too. Again, for the umpteenth time. ANARC makes you BELIEVE they love you. You will NEVER ever doubt that you’ve been so loved. I didn’t. But it’s not real. Oh, this one is different. My soulmate. God, I WISH he could see all the undying love messages I HAVE. They’re the same WORDS !!!!!!!! Nothing is different.
A Narcissist is incapable of being real. People are not people. They are OBJECTS.
Because a NARC just wants a trophy. It’s all a game to them. Once they have you, then CHAOS starts up. Vicious cycle that will ruin anyone. F YOU. It’s not going to ruin me you emotional criminal. I have half a notion to try and start kind of an AA organization. Because I KNOW HOW DANGEROUS these people are. Maybe I was supposed to experience this, so that I could do something great. Something great means you TOUCH LIVES. You help people. You help society.
It’s a very serious disease. It’s worse than cancer. Oh? Guess what a**hole? People SURVIVE cancer. Hardly anyone survives a Narcissist !!!!!!!!!!! YUP. You’re worse than cancer. Imagine that….
I am SO DONE with you woman. God help this man…your lover.
God help me too. I’ve never been betrayed or lied to like this in my life.
Go return to the Valley of Jezebel.
Call on your Father.The Devil.
I’m so MAD at myself I can’t see straight. No wonder men, or rather you women claim so many men are control freaks. Why? That’s easy. FEW of you can truly be trusted. Now, if you meet one in college, comes from a good family, loves her dad, has moral character.(lol. Photographer for some big fashion company. What TRASH…i.e., LIE
OK. The good ones are married. F ME..the idiot. I had to push it. I was after the absolute best.
That’s what I’m scared about the most. That I may have to adopt that posture. It kills me to even think that way. Control? I hate that.
FU*****g retard that I am. Right ! A 50/50 relationship. No control. Or let her have it, I actually decided. My wife wanted it Christ. I regret not giving it to her. The GirlNext Door. So morally sound. Beautiful. 16 years younger. RUINED me for other
women for years because she had such a hot body.
Then there was Sara. Sara was the first woman I saw after we decided to separate.
Papers blew out of my hand..and she snagged it right out of the air. When she walked up I hope my jaw didn’t drop. I had never
in my life seen a more beautiful woman. Movie stars included. Me? On one shoulder sat an Angel. On the other sat The Wiley Devil.
One is screaming at me: “My God man ! This is a sign! You’ve been such a good guy your whole life, never f-ed anyone over, this
is God rewarding you ! Oh,I heard that one :-)~
Then the Angel, a male, was saying “Come on man. You just separated from your wife yesterday. Don’t be a sleazeball. It’s not over. You separated before and got married. It’s not right.”
Tune in next time ….