• Right place wrong time repeat

    by  • August 21, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I think I hide in my confusion because once I understand, I’ll have to accept what is. I don’t trust myself anymore in regard to you. I know if I let you in it’s not going to be okay. It’s a mistake. All reason points in the opposite direction of you. I just want to stop loving you. Maybe if you let me go I’ll finally feel it and it will be okay. It shouldn’t still hurt like this. I should be over this and so should you. We should be one of those ex-couples who don’t have any emotional attachment anymore and can just look back and smile at the memories. Why aren’t we like those people? Is this what we have to look forward to? More of the same? I hope not. I’m so tired. I can feel myself slipping back. I miss you so much and I don’t want to anymore. Okay? Maybe if we let go at the same time it won’t hurt us as much. Maybe that’s the last thing we can do together for one another.

    2 Responses to Right place wrong time repeat

    1. @author
      August 21, 2013 at 10:49 am

      This man knows how you feel…the thing is the reason your not letting go is actually because you love him, no one can hold you…..only you and all you are doing is denying what your subconscious wants…to be with them and your mind is firing fears out to say otherwise. See what you say,,,they are all fears which is why that relationship keeps going to shit because you are destroying it and not letting it grow. FEAR kills all relationships ad females are notorious for doing this I sorry to say:( Take the plunge, stop listening to others and listen to each other and grow not dwindle to nothing. God I see this so much these days because dear author you have so many insecurities. I can tell just by what you’ve said. Have faith, trust, talk, see counsellors, go away together, to love is to give to each other. Fear kill all so sorry you killed it once more

    2. author
      August 21, 2013 at 11:10 am

      @ >You are wrong.

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