• FML what is wrorg with me.

    by  • August 21, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    You’re not coming back. You never were, & i’m just an idiot for ever thinking you would. I don’t even know you hardly but it kills a tiny little spark inside of me. I fell hard and talked myself out of it and then out of nowhere you’re back in my life and it reignites. I’m not good enough for you in the slightest and i’m all too aware of that. It didn’t stop me from dreaming about you and wondering what could be, should be wasn’t. I’m literally bawling my pathetic eyes out writing this. WTF is wrong with me. You would think I was some crazy person if you knew how i really felt about you. I try to play it off so cool but i’m not. I wonder if I said something that made you change your mind about coming back and I wish I had just been nicer and done all those girly things girls do to make you like me more. I’m scared your staying for her…I think i’m starting to fall for a person that will never want me because I tried to hide how i felt from them. I wanted everything to do with you and all i am is your friend…Now i know what this feels like and I’m sorry to all the guys I wrote off as losers for loving me over the years. Karma got me big time because this feeling has lasted 2 years and is only getting worse…

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