• Laughter to hide the pain

    by  • August 20, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    It’s getting easier without you
    I wanted to text you goodnight last night
    I’m glad I didn’t.
    I still see you. And you still are beautiful to me. I hope one day you’ll see that too.
    You don’t laugh as much and I wonder if you’re mad bc I do. I wonder if I’m that powerful.
    A lot of it is fake. Some of it is to make sure you hear me laugh. Because I want to pretend I’m really happy without you.
    It’s getting easier.
    I want you to think about me still. For the most part I truly hope you’re okay. I’ve been praying that you find happiness even if it doesn’t include me. And it’s becoming sincere
    It’s getting easier without you.
    I still miss you.

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