I loved you in vain. Despite all the passion and sorrow that was to follow you were not worth the effort. It saddens me to know I wasted the better part of 4 years loving you in bitter silence, pretending to have moved on..bearing another mans child. All the while you wore a mask, a facade. The man I loved was all just a derivative of your imagination. I am not the monster you made me out to be. I am genuine and sincere I spoke my truth to you and ended a relationship that would have ruined us both. I may have been in love with you for far longer than i should have been by all accounts but regardless I did love another. Perhaps i tried to move on in the wrong ways but when i saw you it made me realize how much better off i am without you. Fuck you for making me question my journey. You are a sick, sick person. No better than Michelle. I hope happiness finds you someday but you need to let me go because me heart was never yours to begin with.