I need you. I need a kind word from you, my love. It’s a struggle every day to keep faith that you will be there for me at the end of this. Hope is such a strange thing. One day I will be secure in the knowledge that you are my one true love and that nothing will stand in our way. And then today… Today I am in tears over a song. Today I struggle just to keep going. I will keep the faith even if I don’t hear from you in the near future. I have to. It’s the only thing I’m clinging to. The only thing that keeps me going. If I did not have that, I would have nothing. I would be alone. The world would be dark. I can feel the flame of my hope flickering and it scares me.