I just want it to stop. All of it. All the feelings past and present. There is no future with you and I just want to be free of any and all feelings and memories of you and us. Why won’t you go away? I thought I was finally, finally over you and you just had to reach out didn’t you? You are so selfish. I knew it was coming yet I wasn’t ready. I’m not happy around you. You suck me dry to the point I feel weak and sick. No one deserves to feel that way. I feel like a fucking host to your toxicity. I really loved you once. You broke my heart. I just can’t deal with you anymore. Please just go away. I want to forget.