I stopped looking because I thought you didn’t want me around so I just wanted to let you be.. and when we managed to talk here and there it just confused me, then it happened the only thing I remember is thinking “god I can’t wait to get the hell out of this place” then everything stopped.. For once in the past few years my mind shut the fuck up. I can’t even remember if I just stood there or not I wanted to.. I could’ve stayed like that damn near forever. That smirk he gave me though almost ruined it.. Almost. Now I don’t know what to think.. I don’t know what is next I don’t know what will happen or how it will all end up.. But I do know I’d be willing. I’ve yet to tell if I’m being naive or hopeful.. But what have I got to lose? I don’t think a “hey would like you like to go out sometime” work this time :p. I do not know how to approach the situation though.. you seem content with you’re at. I should’ve used that one wish I had on less intimate things! I have no regrets I’m just left with my thoughts. It is not unrequited I can guarantee you that. You’ve honestly been on my mind since day 1 and that’s really hard for me to admit.