You’re the only one for me. I long to give myself to you completely. To have nothing between us. The time and the distance seem bearable now, but still… I ache to be with you. It seems right. It feels like home. You are home to me and you have been for so long. I know that somewhere deep inside you, you feel the same. You must. I read through our conversations and I can find nothing but love speaking to love. That cannot be wrong. You are my only desire. If I must die alone and chaste, then I will, but I do not think you would ask this of me. I do not know what your plan is, I only pray that you and I will be together at last once the year is over. A love like ours is truly extraordinary and I would love to experience it in full force.