• Maybe

    by  • August 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Doubt • 5 Comments

    Two years. Almost to the day, that I have been waiting for this. Two years of what-if’s, someday’s, maybe’s. Well, Someday is now, and I’m scared. I have ran it through my head, so many different ways it could go, yet I am still so unsure of what will be. More nervous now than ever before. I thought that I would have nothing to lose at this point, but I feel as though everything is on the line.

    Maybe I built it up too much, and now I have left myself with nowhere to go but down.

    Maybe it was all about forbidden fruit, and once I have tasted it I will realize how bitter it really is.

    Maybe I want to keep my what-if’s, someday’s, and maybe’s exactly where they are, because I am so scared that once I have you, you won’t be what I want anymore.

    5 Responses to Maybe

    1. charlton
      August 17, 2013 at 2:19 pm

      if u waited so long why not take the chance?

    2. Jr
      August 17, 2013 at 7:04 pm

      If you love him then go for it. You won’t know until you do

    3. Bingo !!
      August 17, 2013 at 8:47 pm

      This sounds accurate.

      Who HAVEN’T you jerked around emotionally?

      Name me one person.

    4. @Bingo!!
      August 22, 2013 at 11:35 pm

      You talking to me stranger? You think you know me & once more you a silly confused woman mistakes me for them lol?!?!

    5. Maybe
      March 31, 2014 at 10:41 pm

      Eventually the ‘what ifs’ will go away.

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