Since I wrote a letter letter… Usually its three words long.
Everyday is a new day
but every day brings my thoughts back to you
why do you intrigue me the way you do
why do I love you so much and not know you.
Your eyes when I looked deep into them
I realize that is how I fell in love with you.
You have captured my heart, my soul and you may not even know just how much of a grip you have on it.
I can’t release that firm grip you have on it so I feel like a prisoner to an unrequited love.
Talk about the most painful feeling to endure.
I thought last night before going to bed..
If we had one chance, one night together, if that was all we were given,
I couldn’t even imagine alone what that would be like.
But I know that too is all just a fantasy I have created.
I even go as far as thinking of the cutest panties to wear for you, completely toned body, a fireplace going and we are on a bunch of throw pillows enjoying each others company, confessing those secrets that have laid dormant in us both. Finally seeking the truth I so desperately, patiently waited for.
Well, This letter was more just rambling.. I can’t think of much to say right now.. Just thought I was long overdue to write something in hopes that you do read these letters and know which ones are mine just because…. 🙂
Hope life is treating you kind. Mine has been transformed and blossomed since last year. I am a lot happier this year knowing the changes in my life.. I have a few areas of working on but life is good! Take Care.