I’m not sure if I know what I am asking either. What I should ask you us if you’ll be mean to me so it will break my heart and make me go away. So that I can get on with my life and stop being so damn hung up on you. I am in a daze were all I think about is you. First thing in the morning last thing at night. All the time in between. The thought of you being mean to me makes my heart feel like a hairball caught in the back of my throat and tears race down my cheek. So I’m not thinking I’m going to request that from you in all honesty.
What I truly want to know is if you want to run away with me. I don’t care about where ir when or how just as long as I get to be in your company long enough to figure out what this over whelming pull is that I have teases you is. I know I could never ask that for fear of hearing you didn’t even want to spend an afternoon in my company. That would crush me so its a risk I doubt i’ll take.
More than likely I will keep all of my inquiries to myself and simply ask you that if you remember me then maybe could we be friends. I guarantee you I’d make a wonderful friend. That I have full faith in. I already long to talk to you daily and any action I take I always have your best interest in mind. You have more friends than you know what to do with so it’s hard for me to feel I should ask this too.
I don’t know what else to ask I feel I have the right to except for “so how are you today? ”