I love you, I do. I just don’t know if I am ‘in love’ with you anymore. Is that enough reason to end things? Is it possible I may fall back in love with you, if and when things change? Or am I waiting for something that is never going to happen? While you were gone, something happened. Not that, but close enough. I realized I had been harboring feelings for someone else. I did not act on those feelings but I made them known. Was this a mistake? I suppose it was because now I am questioning everything about life and love as I have known it. Why is this so difficult? Shouldnt loving someone be easy? Shouldnt ‘just knowing’ be easy? I am sick of these love games. They are making me ill.