Arrrggghhh I don’t no what to say to you any more i’m kind of stuck in this rut too afraid to text you. I wanna talk to you I have wanted to talk to u so much these last two weeks and now I can I feel like I can’t something has changed.
I’m kind of lost for words..
I’m actually getting choked up here I feel kind of sad. I don’t want the small talk or the how are you and then not knowing what to say to you the whole day. I want to talk to u but I don’t know what to say!!
WTF is going on i feel sick to my stomach today I feel ill I can’t get you out of my head, well I never could but something is different this time.
I want to talk to you but maybe i’m afraid you don’t want to talk to me back like you have realised it was nicer when we couldn’t talk to each other.
I keep writing messages to you but then backspacing them till it’s all erased.
I’m a bit depressed today I keep crying and i’m a little bit stressed and all I want to do is talk to you but I can’t find the words or conversation to have and I texted you earlier but now feel a bit stupid because it’s quite obvious i’m just trying to make conversation..
I wish you would talk to me first it would make me feel better like i’m not just bothering you god I feel so stupid because I love you and I should just be able to message you and talk to you.
I wish you would give me a sign about how u feel about me but i’m not sure you would 🙁
I LoVe you i’m just a fucking fool that’s all