• lost for wordS

    by  • August 13, 2013 • Love - Pure and Simple • 7 Comments

    Arrrggghhh I don’t no what to say to you any more i’m kind of stuck in this rut too afraid to text you. I wanna talk to you I have wanted to talk to u so much these last two weeks and now I can I feel like I can’t something has changed.

    I’m kind of lost for words..

    I’m actually getting choked up here I feel kind of sad. I don’t want the small talk or the how are you and then not knowing what to say to you the whole day. I want to talk to u but I don’t know what to say!!

    WTF is going on i feel sick to my stomach today I feel ill I can’t get you out of my head, well I never could but something is different this time.

    I want to talk to you but maybe i’m afraid you don’t want to talk to me back like you have realised it was nicer when we couldn’t talk to each other.

    I keep writing messages to you but then backspacing them till it’s all erased.

    I’m a bit depressed today I keep crying and i’m a little bit stressed and all I want to do is talk to you but I can’t find the words or conversation to have and I texted you earlier but now feel a bit stupid because it’s quite obvious i’m just trying to make conversation..

    I wish you would talk to me first it would make me feel better like i’m not just bothering you god I feel so stupid because I love you and I should just be able to message you and talk to you.

    I wish you would give me a sign about how u feel about me but i’m not sure you would 🙁

    I LoVe you i’m just a fucking fool that’s all

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    7 Responses to lost for wordS

    1. Two Fools That Makes Us;)
      August 13, 2013 at 12:39 pm

      This fool who is a man who loves you too. And you were never the fool as it was he or shall I say I who was the fool to not say all the things he wanted to so neither of us would be where we are now:( And no it was not nicer when we couldn’t talk, it was & still feels like a wound that will not heal(my heart as you still have it if you want it) to not hear your voice as your voice alone made my day a happy day even if we didn’t see each other.

      If I were you go to him wherever he is then you shall know once and for all? Prepare whatever you wish to say, fuck I wish I used to do what I’ve just said to you. Saying it to their face reveals everything to you. Their eyes, their hand movements, their posture, their words and are they sweating, or cold as ice etc. It makes it so much easier? It can’t hurt can it for you to try? Procrastinating only makes it worse as we “conjure” up things in our minds?

      Me, I would say how much I’ve missed them, how much they make me feel, how they inspire me, if it’s love tell them & say to them that it’s alright if they can’t say it just yet just let you know they feel so positive about you they are learning to be so open and loving(it’s hard for some-not me) if you get to embrace them this will tell you as the body doesn’t lie unless they are actors, car salesppl or lawyers lol. Be honest and open. I like many wished we said how we truly felt and before the end where yours isn’t yet I feel. Good luck.


    2. s
      August 13, 2013 at 8:46 pm

      um simple call them, text, them they pick up or respond fairly quickly then fantastic if not move on


    3. Anonymous "S"
      August 14, 2013 at 12:39 pm

      You won’t ever know the answer until you try.


    4. s
      August 14, 2013 at 8:39 pm

      @anonymous “S” indeed – I believe I have, other then that nothing more to it, move a long.


    5. Anonymous "S"
      August 15, 2013 at 6:41 am

      Well I know I’m not your “S”, as I am actually a woman myself, but, I wish my person would come forth and say the same words to me as you wrote in your letter. If I only knew that he was
      Anxiously awaiting for some type of contact from me, then I would have messaged him a long time ago.


    6. author
      August 15, 2013 at 2:08 pm

      Thank you “s”s for all your comments I know none of you are my person I just wish I could find the words ans conversation to have these days..something has changed between me and the person this letter is for and it just me sad 🙁


    7. author
      August 15, 2013 at 2:10 pm




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