It’s been 3 years since we broke up but it feels like it was just yesterday.
We dated for 5 years. You are my high school sweetheart, my first love. The one I will always have in the back of my mind, the one I compare others to, the one I still can’t get off of my mind.
I still often wonder why we broke up in the first place. I understand we were young, and I understand we needed to grow up. But why couldn’t we do that together, isn’t that how it works?
We gave up on love and threw away something so wonderful.
Since then you have had 3 girlfriends. 3 girls that in some way seem to happen in spite of me.
You are in love with another woman. And it kills me inside. I thought I fell in love again after you, but it was just me trying to hard. Trying to prove to you I can do it, even though I know I can’t.
I miss you so much everyday. I think about you everyday. You were my whole world. And now you are gone and I don’t think you will ever come back. You are in love again. But are you?
Yes you are I know it, and while I am happy you are happy, I wish you would fall out of it and in it with me again.
I miss you….
I still love you
Forever and ever.
And longer after that.