• the haunting few

    by  • August 12, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 1 Comment

    How many moments do I experience

    millions

    How many are insignificant

    millions

    But then there are some

    a few

    That decide that they want to remain in the present

    repeating

    resurfacing

    haunting

    Who decides which moments will be permanently installed in my memory

    And which will simply pass

    Wishing I had that power

    Open my mind like a folder on a computer

    simply

    Select all the images I have of you

    delete

    It is difficult to have a healthy grasp

    on the present moment

    When I continue to have images of you

    grabbing

    mesmerizing

    asking

    telling

    longing

    Appearing when I least need it

    Why are you still here and with whom are you conspiring

    To keep me here

    Is this what I deserve for walking toward and then away from you?

    Past moments that are confused

    about their status as passed

    while I am stuck

    in the present

    and past

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    One Response to the haunting few

    1. britney
      September 8, 2013 at 12:23 pm

      You sound like me always trying to dissect life for understanding. Best advice….DONT….just live happily.




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