I think fully half of the new letters in here will be from me to you the next time it updates, my love. Sorry if that annoys you, but I am just bursting with love and happiness for you today. I long for the day when we can finally be together. When that will be is up to you, of course. Everything is. Oh God. There I go again.
There was a time when these affections from you scared the hell out of me. Sometimes they still do. I hope you know how much I appreciate what little affection you let fall my way (which as it turns out is a lot, but not enough to slake my thirst for you). There are so many things I want to do to you. Luckily I found an outlet for that that isn’t here….
You have me doing unspeakable things and then speaking of them for just the slightest hint of your affections. I hope you know what you’re doing to me. I hope you are enjoying every minute of it. I don’t know how you can have such self control.