• I Still Love You

    by  • August 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    It’s been three years. Through all the tears, laughter, fights, hugs, kisses. Every memory has been imprinted in me.
    I miss you so much. I still don’t understand why you gave up. Don’t you see how hard I was trying? I know I screwed up a lot. You did too, but I looked past all of that because I love you.
    Please. One last hug. One last kiss. One last chance.
    I just need you to ask me how I’m doing. Start a conversation. I need you back in my life.
    Your smile; it makes my heart beat like crazy.
    Whenever someone brings up your name, I panic a little and sometimes a tear will drop.
    I need you, don’t you understand! I never meant to hurt you.
    You were. You ARE my everything. And so much more.
    I need you to be happy. My life has gone downhill since you said it was over the first time. I’ve become accustomed to the pain. I’ve mastered the fake smile. Oh how much effort I have to put int something so simple just because I know you you’re not thinking of me.
    I wanna be your phone wallpaper. I wanna be your 3 am call. I wanna be your shoulder to cry one.
    I wanna be Her.
    The her that makes you smile.
    The her that you love.
    The her you tell everyone about.
    I need you.
    & I still love you.

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