I said some horrible things to someone I love. He is married and I just needed to know where I stood. He was always vague in answering, and I didn’t want to waste my time anymore or destroy his family. I wanted him so badly to be mine and I lost it. I said things I can’t take back. I’m very embarrassed and don’t expect to ever speak again. I just want to say I’m sorry. I know he’ll never see this but I’m saying it anyway to get it off my chest.