• An Education

    by  • August 10, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    I don’t understand what came over me. Some days I just lay there, looking at the ceiling, thinking about one decision that may or may not have shaped my whole future.
    I feel like i should’ve gone with whatever all my friends and family said. Olevels could have been so much better for me. I would have had 3 years to study and then hopefully i could have gotten straight As or something.
    My one choice to matriculate left me in pre-med with absolutely nothing to look forward to.
    I can’t do pre med.
    i just can’t.
    I’m not smart enough. I don’t have the will or the brains.
    I can’t be a doctor only to be married off to the randomest person my parents choose for me.
    I’m so scared.
    I don’t know where my life is going.

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