• Pursuit of Happiness

    by  • August 8, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I wonder why it is that you cannot see how your behavior and actions played a role in what happened. We have been friends for a long time and I don’t think you have been honest in how you feel. You hide behind this and that and probably expect me (intuitive me) to just know. You get upset with me, but you haven’t the whole story. One that you couldn’t understand unless you would ask me to explain. Which you don’t. But don’t worry, I get that, I do. It is hard, but can you not put yourself in my shoes? I know you’ve been hurt. So have I. Again, more to the story. I don’t expect you to get twisted in all of this. But you know it is different than the last one, don’t you? I don’t expect you to do a 180, but it would be nice if you would give me something, soon. I’ll crack eventually. They will show.

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    3 Responses to Pursuit of Happiness

    1. hmm
      August 8, 2013 at 11:23 pm

      Could it be possible they don’t want to understand? Sometimes people get so sick of situations or they are so painful it doesn’t matter why whatever is happening.




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    2. I Know What I Did
      August 13, 2013 at 10:49 pm

      I more than understand what happened & everything that I did & didn’t do that resulted in what I miss most. Your love & everything you are & stand for. To hear your voice again would be a miracle & a blessing that i would never dishonor you again for the things I said & didn’t act like I should have.

      ;D




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    3. never ever give up
      October 30, 2013 at 2:35 pm

      It’s not either of you who he was speaking to.

      I’ll get this figured out. I’m trying. I’m just catching on. I’m sorry I have been so slow…I should have known that you wouldn’t make this easy for me to find.

      You couldn’t leave something as simple as a “smiley” for me to find easily, you made me hunt for weeks…I should have known you were going to be even more elaborate in allowing me to find your heart…

      You are completely right about what you wrote below…I was hiding my feelings. You know that now. And I did want “intuitive” you to just figure it out by my actions. HA! I now see that was sarcasm. And you are about as intuitive as I am. Hahahaha We are really something.

      “We have been friends for a long time and I don’t think you have been honest in how you feel. You hide behind this and that and probably expect me (intuitive me) to just know. You get upset with me, but you haven’t the whole story. One that you couldn’t understand unless you would ask me to explain. Which you don’t. But don’t worry, I get that, I do.”

      And it only took me a month to “give you something soon” … You are starting to crack…your feelings are starting to show. I’m sure I’m learning a valuable lesson with whatever this is you are trying to show me.

      I’m getting frustrated & agitated but one thing I am not doing is giving up. I’ll figure it out. You mean THAT much to me. I’m not going to give up. When I no longer write to you with “…” to express that it’s not finished and just use “.” we will both know it’s finality.

      I wish I could have saw you today. Especially after the last few days. I miss your face…

      I’m hoping that our novel is far from over…
      Wishful thinking…
      Mindless dreaming…

      The other night…last Wednesday…I had an eyelash? Do you wish on everything? 11:11, shooting stars, fallen eyelash…and are you wishing for happiness?? This is crazy, but I do too. And I swear I’ve been hearing you say it too.




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