Dear Family, I love you more than words can express but I have always felt we are never on the same page. John, you are so talented and handsome. You will be the high school dreamboat I never was. Mom you were my best friend until you lied to me repeatedly. You knew how terrible it was with dad and you promised to leave him. You promised me a lot of things. You just aren’t strong. Dad. You are a fucked up man. You won’t acknowledge the pain you have caused in this family. I love you but I will never trust you. I have had my heart broken to many times. I was suppose to be your little girl but I am basically a stranger. You can’t drink and hit your loved ones and expect to be forgiven every single time. Well you can’t expect me to put up with it forever. You and mom have truly fucked up. I leave in 3 days and you’re off lying to me and playing kissy face. Well its gonna cost you a lot this time. I hope it was worth if because I am so done this time.