I’m not going to tell you this because it wouldn’t be a good idea. I have made the committment to move on and I can never go back. You said you already have regrets and well, it’s better you don’t know how close I was to changing my life so we could be together. You asked me for a suggestion on how we could deal with our situation. I gave you an answer that I think you took as a joke. I was dead serious. But everything changed after that. I don’t think you knew how hard it was for me to give you everything I had and be left standing there alone. Cancelling those plans we made was the worst. It was like a promise never kept. And the way you became so casual and dare I say nervy about the whole thing….well, that was definitely the beginning of the end. I couldn’t stop my feelings from changing. I realized I was stupid when you made it seem like it was one-sided in the end. You have no idea how much I just wanted us to have some time together alone away from all this. But that chance passed us by and it’s too late. I wanted us to be able to go to my favorite place at least once so you could see why I wanted to move there. You stonewalled me and I finally, finally gave up. I even said goodbye and my reasons. Why you played dumb I don’t know, but you had to know I was done for good. I wish you would have just left things alone. You don’t want to hear how we could have been together if you had only said yes that day, or the day after, or any day up until I was finally over you.