You are my very first thoughts when I arise & my last when the lights are turned off at night. Pondering what you’ve been doing & what you’re thinking of. My heart hurts yearns to be with you, but I can live knowing that now, having the faith in the future we’ll spend the rest of our lives together. This letter is to help you understand what I’ve been thinking about and why it’s taken this long for us to be man & wife. I don’t know all the right things to say, & I’m no angel but I give it my all like everything I do in my life as my words & heartfelt emotions are straight from my soul.
You are all I want in this world & there is nothing greater than the love that a woman gives unconditionally to a man. I find myself thinking about you more and more. The very idea of you provides a much needed break from the pressures of dating, relationships and life. In the midst of life’s journey – the thought of you instantly calms me and refreshes me – makes me smile from ear to ear, in spite of my current situation and surroundings.
I know I sound crazy, but I picture you – the way you confidently smile at me with such kindness & passion, your intelligence ceases to amaze me as it reveals your morals & integrity, the way you pull your silky long hair behind your ear, your irresistible laugh, even when my jokes aren’t funny you humour me as your love is so genuine, generous & profound. I can’t help but wonder what our children will look like, all I know for certain is that they will blessed with their mother’s , even if they are have half their mother’s alluring beauty & physic who’s sense of style will certainly rub off you as it has me.
I’ve gone out with other women, but something always seems to be missing. I go out and have fun but the idea of you and our future together is always in my thoughts. It keeps me focused and on track, aware of who I am, what I want in life and what’s important.
As for my undying love of you, without ever having met you, makes me want to be deserving of your love. There is no greater want or wish than to be loved by you so I will wait for you – in mind, body, and soul.
I have never talked or thought like this before, for my mind and heart are racing with anticipation for that day we met. Because I love you, because I know you’re out there, the very thought of you makes my pulse rise with anticipation, my stomach flips like I’m on a roller coaster from how you make me feel when I’m near you. I will show you I’m dependable so I can think of no better way to show you my honourable intentions with all my love for you than to save myself for you – completely. And I hope that you’re doing the same.
I know waiting for each other isn’t easy. We’re all taught to expect instant gratification in this day & age. We’re told we shouldn’t have to wait or want for anything. Quite often people act on feelings or impulses, sacrificing the what is really important to us which is our future by buying into the lie that sex equals love, which leaves very little room for true commitment or marriage. To me that’s not what love is & what it stands for between two souls and that’s not why I’m thinking about and waiting for you.
I’m waiting for you because I love you unconditionally. And I need you to know that what matters to me is not where you’ve been or what you’ve done in the past as we all have a past, but what I’d love to know is your dreams & aspirations for the journey ahead. Maybe you didn’t know I existed or maybe the timing wasn’t right as life has many challenges & they happen for a reason. Or you thought that we’d found each other, only to realize later that what you discovered wasn’t true love. To me love is being completely “real” to ourselves & each other & not just infatuation or simple pleasure. It isn’t emotionally abusive or being selfish or purely physical. Real love involves mutual respect, trust, affection, equality, balance, structure, the ability to listen to each others want’s & needs and for me a shared spirituality so we can grow together on this journey of life hand in hand. Real love doesn’t revolve around sex! Real love together is when it’s more than the physical, its the emotional connection that takes it to another level of intimacy never seen before which allows us to bond as one & constantly grow together into a relationship where sexual intimacy will only serve to express that love – the love that is marriage.
I had a conversation with a friend the other day about chastity, yes I know you think I’m joking especially coming from me, yet it is something I promised myself so I can think with my first brain & not my second. To have modesty and purity in our words, thoughts, the way in which we style we dress & act, it’s how a concrete foundation for building block that is a perfect love that will cast out any fears. And sex before marriage brings many fears like STDs, the emotional scars associated with broken relationships & pregnancy. In my search for perfect love, it only makes sense to practice chastity and wait until you’re married to give yourself to the person you love. And — OUR marriage will bring with it the promise of forever. We will give ourselves to one another completely, become best friends – soul mates you may say. So even though we may be apart right now my love, by living chastely for each other in the present we can build our future together.
Have you ever been in the middle of doing something when you stop to think, “This would be perfect if….?” Those words come to mind often – for example, when the season changes, as the sun’s rays come out as you feet glide through the warm cream sand beach walking with one another, not a care in the world as it feels ever so right & relaxed, as it was meant to be, the waves gently crashing against the shoreline spraying us in a fine mist of water, the gentle breeze cooling your bodice down from the warmth that Summer’s Sun beams down on us and I think, “This would be perfect if…. She were here.” The thought that someday you will be here comforts me like nothing else.
I ask you for one small favour? I want that same thought to comfort you. When you think of me close your eyes & inhale the aroma’s of the beach that is part of your soul as is mine. Whether you realize it or not, I’ve always been there in your thoughts, when you shiver, or a lingering glance, or get goose bumps running over your body that you get every once in a while in that dream we both share & so desire. You don’t have to wonder why anymore it’s been so long for us to come together. I’ve waited to & for reasons we both only know as I’m more than real now, I’m ready! I love you and I am waiting for you in every way that is humanly possible. As you know now that this man who wishes to be your all you have hoped & dreamed for as you have waited patiently for this day to happen, I hope you’ll do me the honour of making this dream become a reality. Whenever you feeling unsure, scared, or pressured in any way to give a part of yourself away, please read this letter. Think about us and how perfect it will be when we are together.
When this day happens, we’ll know that when we’ve found each other, that we’ll be together as husband & wife for the rest of our loving lives and the wait will have been worthwhile. Love is everything & love is you & I.
All My Love,
Your Future Husband ;D