I’ve never put a prayer in a letter but I need you now more than ever, God. I love that boy. And I don’t know why but for some reason he doesn’t love me. And I want to understand, God. I really do but its so hard.
Why did you put him in my life? Is he here to punish me? Have I done something wrong?
God, please make me stronger and please help me do your will.
I’m so confused and every time I think about him I feel like my heart is being ripped open.
I need you. I don’t know what to do.