this would actually happen, I feeling of clarity shot through my body today.
I saw you and for the first time…. I felt nothing. Not a thing.
I thought of you with her last night and how I probably crossed your mind
but not enough. Normally this would heighten my desire for you. But i didn’t.
This showed me you will never grow up or change. This is you, and if i continued to grow feelings for you I had to accept that this is who you are.
It turned me off, I don’t know why it took me this long. But i’m happy it finally happened.
I wish you the best in everything.