Do you know what you did? You put me on a pedestal and then not only knocked me off it but threw me down further than the floor. It was my trigger. And then I remembered everything. Everything.
You took everything I ever gave you that you told me you always wanted from me and kicked it aside. You took years of friendship and love and treated it and me like it was an inconvenience.
Do you know what it’s like to give of yourself; truly take a leap of faith and have another person treat it as though it wasn’t worth anything at all and their efforts didn’t matter?
You did that. You made the choice. It wasn’t a one time thing. You did it before and when I remembered I instantly hated you. What’s worse is that for awhile there I hated myself so much more. And for what? Someone who somehow turned our love into “no expectations”? Go to hell.