Well here’s my confession-
I’m in a relationship I have been for quite some time I am so unhappy and bored and scared with my relationship I want something new I can’t go out and meet new people my partner is too controlling for me to even leave the house without them I can’t leave them either I feel there is no way out. But and it is a big BUT I have started to go onto dating sites in my area with a fake name and a photo of something which isn’t a person but just a pic, trying to find someone else I feel so bad an trapped but I feel I need to do this so I can get away, my partner doesn’t love me and as I say very controlling it’s so hard I want to put a pic of my self on there with my real name but i’m too afraid someone will recognise me and tell my partner.
But I need to get away I need to leave it’s my partners house they have the house I just live here I can’t live anywhere else, my family is a no go and I just feel so trapped so stuck i’m so depressed i’m so unhappy I feel I want to die sometimes but I wouldn’t ever kill myself I don’t know what to do, my partner treats me really bad and treats me like a child “example” (if you are a good girl we can go ride in my car today)
Sex isn’t an issue I give it to them when they want if I don’t then well they take it anyway. I feel so helpless but feel guilty for for setting up these fake profiles trying to meet new people as I could never do it in real life my partner is too controlling.
I feel scared and alone my partners friends don’t realise how they treat me and my family don’t care I don’t know what to do I want to get away but i’m too scared the police won’t care and if I get found out well I guess I will be in for a good beating I don’t know what to do i’m so scared of them finding out 🙁