It’s so hard being with someone and loving someone else I mean really loving someone else not having a crush, I mean truly loving someone who you cant ever be with for what ever reason?.
They are on your mind constantly, the only thing you can think about to a point where you have “obsessive” thoughts about that person.
You love them so much you would give up everything to be with them. You would do anything over come any obstacles in your way, forget everything you had, or everyone you ever knew to be with them but it being impossible. Im talking about being in love with someone who you can never be with. Now you all might think im crazy but in my mind I love this person with all that I am I would die for them.
Feeling that love burning inside you like white coals like burning fire within.
Feeling such love is a privilege but also has a devastating effect on your heart because no matter what you do you cant be with them for what ever reason/situation.
Some of us fall in love with our best friends or people who
Are nice to us understand us people who are we feel are our soul mates people who touches our hearts people who we are even just sexually attracted to either way we fall in love and our hearts decide who we want to be with, we do not have a choice it can be someone we have never met or someone we have known for a long time, either way we do not decide who our heart desires we fall in love and that’s it. Sometimes it’s at the wrong time and others it’s the right time. All I know is I love someone who I can’t be with for my own reasons and I can’t stop loving them I can try to hide my feelings which only messes my head up more. I love them and there is nothing I can do about it.