• Beautiful

    by  • July 30, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Inspiration • 20 Comments

    Kill yourself beautiful.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.
    Kill yourself.

    Can you whisper?

    Kill yourself.

    20 Responses to Beautiful

    1. :[
      July 30, 2013 at 8:07 pm

      This is an awful letter! Sorry, I don’t like to leave negative comments but…wow! This is quite disturbing.

    2. I
      July 30, 2013 at 9:42 pm

      am sorry….so sorry. Forgive me.

    3. You wanna bully?
      July 30, 2013 at 11:39 pm

      This may be improper from the the Ed’s view, but it makes my blood boil.

      You God d^#m lunatic. How dare you say anything like that to anyone?

      You’ve probably used and abused your ‘target’ for God knows how long

      Pick on someone one your own size, you small man.
      You’re a weaking, a coward, a twisted menatl case and 50 more descriptions that add
      up to one big P.R.O.B.L.E.M

      I’ll bet you have been to everyone who has been in your sphere, from age 10.

      You wanna abuse someone? Pick on someone your own size .

      Like me!

      (Sorry, all. I apologize.
      I just had to.
      Such a shame I can’t find you in a dark alley)

    4. s
      July 31, 2013 at 12:25 am

      ya if your a fucking dick, I don’t know you but I promise this to you. For who ever this letter is for will live a long meaningful life. While sadly you will live with out, beauty, breath, or any chance of happiness.

      I thought people like you learned, once you push some one off the cliff they get to torture you for life times

    5. life'sshort
      July 31, 2013 at 8:32 am

      Why? Life is so short anyways…besides I’ve seen too many letters on this site that talk of suicide and I thought that wasn’t allowed..not sure how well these posts are being monitored. Not too well is my guess…

    6. Audie Murphy
      July 31, 2013 at 11:34 am

      @ “S”
      ya if your a fucking dick, I don’t know you but I promise this to you. For who ever this letter is for will live a long meaningful life. While sadly you will live with out, beauty, breath, or any chance of happiness.

      ~~Whoever the letter is for? Someone is taunting someone…to do the unspeakable..

      @`life’sshort
      This isn’t a suicide note ! It’s far from that…

      I think it’s time to get off the Insane Train. No one seems to be able to see reality here.

      Only the first poster has a clue. And someone says “I’m sorry?”

      Good Lord, this reeks of Charles Manson type of mind control.

      It couldn’t be more obvious. !

    7. takethepoweraway
      July 31, 2013 at 12:18 pm

      Fuck yourself sociopath
      Fuck yourself
      Fuck yourself
      Fuck yourself x infinity

      I’m whispering back, can you hear me?

      No?

      How ’bout now?

      GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU SOUL-LESS NARCISSISTIC SOCIOPATHIC BORDERLINE SADISTIC BULLYING LITTLE DICK/CUNTY BITCH MOTHER FUCKER.

    8. July
      July 31, 2013 at 2:00 pm

      This person needs help, big time! Please get off this site and seek medical attention pronto. You are scaring people here. Whether you are suicidal or otherwise… YOU NEED HELP! GO GET IT NOW!

    9. S
      July 31, 2013 at 5:05 pm

      Listen up who ever is writting this nasty shit, how about you FUCKING kill your self okay.

      I commented bc I was going through some things. And I know for a fact that one of you follow my blog bc one of the comments are a jumbled mess of a sentence I’ve typed on my blog.

      So guess what dick or cunt or OMG get help

      Get your shit together, b/c you need help. I’ve gotten help darlings and it is non of your business. But if you want to know I AM A OK, actually been told by numerous medical professionals . it’s not me.

      So stop being a little winy little shit and just Say it to my FACE or

      If this isn’t directed at me: don’t be a chicken shit say it to the persons face that you want them to kill them selves, so that they can laugh at you, smile, and say stop being jealous it’s really NOT becoming

      Oh and FYI my name is Sarah I’ve been here for some time but wrote maybe 5 letters in total one was a fucking joke to see what y’all’s reaction would be, one was a silly one about dating, one was how messed up my family was, one was about roses and revenge, and the 5th one I don’t remember.

      Long story short, this web site and others are entertainment.

      And I’ve decided that who ever wants someone to die/kill them selves verbalizes it, writes about it in my eyes deserves to either kill them selves.

      Or live a long pathetic life.

      Where as before I’d never say that. But people with complete disregard for another humans life should kill them selves.

      And if I know u in person, (one of you, or none) either way stop being so fucking jealous, and pathetic, stop being fake. If I should kill my self why are you wasting your time with the likes of me?

      Or anyone for that matter ?

      think about if if you write an a letter on here or. Any. Place hoping some one will kill them selves, why waste your time, mind, or. Words on someone – below you?

      I know jealousy !!!

      Ps every one els EVERY ONE NEEDS HELP!

      No one is perfect, no one has is better or worse

      This country/world is shit ! Reason people like some of you

      Xoxoxo

      Ill always have the last laugh….

    10. Me
      July 31, 2013 at 10:41 pm

      I wrote this letter to myself.
      This was to no one buy myself.
      This is what my mind is screaming to me.

    11. Me Again
      July 31, 2013 at 10:45 pm

      This was to no one BUT myself*
      This was really ment for no one but me.
      I would never tell someone to do such a thing.

      This is me. Just me.
      My mind.

    12. You
      July 31, 2013 at 11:37 pm

      @Me- If you would never tell someone to do such a thing, why do you think you deserve less? Think about it.

    13. life'sshort
      August 1, 2013 at 5:55 am

      You need to get your mind to tell you something different! Please stop thinking this..I have been there. Please go see someone there is medicine for this. There are some things that happen to people that make this seem like the easiest way out..but you deserve better than to live this way, there are people who will help you, who will not judge you, who will teach you about self-esteem and getting yourself out of these negative loops. Good luck! Just tell them you are depressed and have no energy for life, if you have a plan to harm yourself you’ll have to be hospitalized..just stop thinking this way.. it’s not good for you, there is a lot to live for you just have to find it. You can’t live like this. If you don’t want to see someone look up herbal remedies for depression and anxiety, maybe that will help you walk through the door of a psychologists office where someone can help you with whatever is causing you to feel this way. I am not a therapist but there are some really nice people out there who have heard it all.

    14. Someone
      August 1, 2013 at 6:40 am

      I’ll tell you what, I think you’re amazing, brave, and (since you said it) beautiful. Even when I was/am feeling like this, I could never post it for the world to see. I could never say it to myself so plainly.

      So, tear down your darkness, and build yourself back up on these great traits you have.

      Why am I saying this? Why listen to me? Because I can see the awesomeness in you. I don’t want to feel that cold breeze as your last breath escapes and you’re gone. There is nothing after this world, so you need to live in this one the best that you can. Don’t cut it short, and be more happy. It’s hard to do, but isn’t it better to fight. To challenge yourself and test your limits instead of taking an easy way out that makes everyone, including you, lose?

    15. J
      August 1, 2013 at 7:13 am

      @You

      The mind is a treacherous thing and holds far more power than we give it credit for. “Value” is often a subjective term that depends on a plethora of factors, most overlooked by a majority of people. Just because you see the value of your own life and the lives of those around you, does not mean that everyone else is as capable of seeing that which you see in them: the reason to live.

      I, myself, have struggled with this issue so I can relate. I can get into a long, detailed discussion regarding this, but I’ll spare you. But think about it: *why* do we value life the way that we do and what might the reasons be someone decides their own value does not justify their existence here because of their lack of contribution to this world?

      And to the author, “Me”:

      I apologize for having no real words of comfort or assurance, but know that you are most certainly not alone or misunderstood. I do not know your situation or why your mind is so against the life your body possesses, but I am quite sure that its “justification” for what it says are only fabrications and distortions of the truth.

    16. You
      August 1, 2013 at 9:49 am

      @J – I tried to kill myself once without warning anyone I was going to do it. I failed. I’m happy I did. That is where my view comes from.

    17. J
      August 2, 2013 at 8:36 am

      @You

      Understood. I apologize for the misunderstanding.

    18. You
      August 2, 2013 at 2:29 pm

      @J – no worries. You couldn’t have known. I appreciate the apology.

    19. Me again
      March 8, 2016 at 7:30 pm

      I cannot believe this letter came up in my phone today. I forgot all about it. I read all the comments. It is crazy how people just assume the worst. I find it interesting that people assume I am a man. Hello, I am a woman. At the time of this letter, I was 20. Time flies. This letter was 100% written for myself. My mind would screm this to me everyday. It settled, but it is back again. Ironic how the screaming mind is back, and this letter surfaces.

      What I want you all to take from this is… stop assuming the worst from people. This letter, as I said, was directed to no one, but me.

    20. a reader
      March 9, 2016 at 12:57 am

      People will always assume. Especially when you publish a letter like this. It could also have been a cry for help. You should know that publishing a letter like this will provoque reactions.

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