You are probably over there, wherever you are… judging, judging away. You are probably making assumptions about what you choose to see and not to hear. I couldnt have made it any clearer, I want to be with you. You said no. You did. You have said no so many times, for many different reasons. But then there you are, back for more. So many years later, here you are again. Glutton for punishment? What did you think would happen? Whatever you may think is going on here is so much more complicated than it seems. If you wont talk to me truthfully about how you feel, without masking it behind the things you do I will continue to take my time in doing what I think is best for everyone. This is not the easy way out, it is still painful. However, if you ever want to tell me how much pain you are in because I am with the ‘wrong one’ I will try harder to stop that pain.