Of course I was going to be polite, what did you think I was going to say that I hope she gets cancer? Maybe it’s what I was thinking , I’m just not evil enough to say so.
It would be nice if you and I could have a face to face conversation, but I guess that would be impossible now you’ve made up your mind. Not that I expected either one of us to be able to let our walls down completely and bare our deepest secrets from the word ‘go’.
Give me time I’ll figure it all out on my own I’m sure. But actually no not really I doubt I’ll even come close and like you I’ll have to make assumptions about your thoughts and feelings like you did about mine.
There will always be this ache in my heart and a feeling of emptiness inside of my soul. I wish you could snap your fingers and make it disappear like how you did for yourself when it came to me.
I wish I knew what to say to you to make you understand this is really who I am. For some reason I thought you might have already known. I hoped you did anyways.
the one you’ll always hear in your memories…