• what am i supposed to say?

    by  • July 26, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    Congratulations… I’m glad you are happy. How could I ever want anything but for you to be. I just wonder if it crosses your mind – the thought of what might have been. I think we would have been awesome together. And maybe one day we still could be. It would be nice if the feels I have for you would fade instead of growing stronger with passing time. My dumb luck I guess. ~~~*

    4 Responses to what am i supposed to say?

    1. MF
      July 26, 2013 at 10:06 am

      I can relate to this….word for word actually.

    2. tricia
      July 26, 2013 at 10:50 am

      I know waiting is very difficult. Especially when you don’t see any light at the end of the tunnel. Being patient alone is hard but being patient and not knowing is excruciating !! To say the least. I hope things work out for you. I can relate

    3. S
      July 27, 2013 at 10:19 am

      “I think we would have been awesome together.” Love that line.

    4. We can All Relate?
      July 28, 2013 at 8:54 am

      Hello commentators,

      It is the “crazy” man here again, yes I have been gone from this site, the internet in all in fact….my a surprise you think…It has been for me. Words are words and for yes we do crazy things when we were in love. I admit that and can say I care not now for words as she once said as actions speak louder than words and it is what it is. I know not how much you have all “removed yourself” back to the real world? Try it I ask thee all humbly? I say this in all sincerity. Not that any of you would take this once grand man for anything.

      To her…..she knows who she is. My love for you is timeless, my love for you was real, my love was endless, my love made many mistakes, my love said great and bad things, my love was just that….a love I never felt for a woman like I felt for you. It matters not anymore as you always said actions spoke louder than words so by your inactions as I tried everything under the heavens for the love I have for you this is the end. I smile with sadness as I write this as I truly believed we had something greater than just “love” yet I was mistaken as why I chase a lost love when you speak to me though tongues yet you were the one to discard me aside. Goodbye my love. May we never met again for my heart cannot bear the thought of you any longer. I thought love was infinite…..I was wrong. I wish I could hate you for it would make this all the more easier yet here I write once more…To she who I know who speaks under many names… Stranger and many others. I have said mine without fear how about you? Or would that be asking too much. Most likely. At least it wasn’t done over the phone:) Goodbye You she who was my world and she who I out above all and would have done anything to show her otherwise. And this last action here speaks more than words will ever do.

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