I know it’s lame and you’d think it was a cliche but I have some lyrics that I think you should know –
“I fake a smile so he won’t see. That I want and I need him… She’s got everything that I have to live without.”
It’s stupid and I sound like a silly little girl but the truth is, I’m not. I’m an adult and I love you; the moments we spend together every day; the way you make me laugh more than anyone I’ve ever met.
And the way you’ll never love me the way I love you.
Hanging out with you like this breaks my heart more every day, but I can’t stop because you’re my BFF, the closest I’ve ever felt to anyone and the only person who has ever been able to take my pain away.
“The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart”
Listening to this song while you’re sleeping on my sofa and snoring like a loser. It reminds me of us so much and how much pain I’m in when I’m with you. But don’t worry (Not like you would :P), it’s the best kind of pain – the kind of pain that I live every day for.
Hope one day you can see what you mean to me but until then, we’ll be BFFs, *** & ***, the two musketeers.
I love you, babe. And will spend the rest of my life wishing you’d love me too <33