• Dear Life

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment

    I no longer know how much of this is depression and how much is just my mind telling me I am no good. I see familiar faces in crowds just to turn away. I do not talk or acknowledge any of them. Catching up would involve telling them how much my life has gone down hill. I need help but do not want to be a burden to those I care about. I feel as though my hardships are things others should not worry about. I have always felt like I was never good enough for anything or anyone. I just sit through bringing people in unintentionally only to push them away. If only I could end my depression and my low self esteem I would be a shining pillar of light. I just put up a act so no one sees how depressed I really am. If I could have just held on to one of those people I pushed away maybe I could have made it through this sooner. If it was not for my family I probably would be in a darker place. Life please send me a beacon, a flash, a flare of light to reach out of dark times.

    Sincerely,

    Bastion U. R.

    One Response to Dear Life

    1. MF
      July 25, 2013 at 11:56 am

      You should begin by not pushing people away. Let people in. Perhaps the people who reach out to you, are a lantern to guide you through the dark. Best Wishes.

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