• Archive for July 25th, 2013

    Good-bye for now

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    B, I always knew this day would come, but I didn’t expect it to come so soon. Here we are, two 18 year olds enjoying our summer after High School. We’ve grown so close the past few months, we’ve had fun times together and have shared countless laughs. You really bring out the best in

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    Maybe I get it now..

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work * • 1 Comment

    You have allowed your poor money management to put our family in serious danger. What you have done is a federal offense. And you have been creeping up on it for quite some time despite my pleading for you to listen. Finally now, when You were almost incarcerated for your actions …when another illegal breath

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    Dry Wounds

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    My heart is beating, so i think. But I can’t hear the the rhythmic pulse that works to keep this body alive. You are my heart; the blood in my veins but it feels so empty this far from you. When I’m cut, the wound is dry and merely throbs in a dull pain. Sometimes

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    Forever lost

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    Where do I start…? It seems like we always come back to the same place. In a foggy place were neither you nor I ever seeing clear boundaries. As if things are going one direction then at a moment’s notice the fog becomes so thick, we end up on other side. Was I pushing for

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    How much I need you

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    Tim, You are everything I’ve ever hoped for, and more than anything I could have asked for- I know I’m a handful, I know I’m a mess, I know that I make you crazy- and I’m sorry. I just love you so much, and I am so scared that I am going to lose you.

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    Empty Home

    by  • July 25, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    This is the first time I’ve been alone all week. I feel lonely. I used to not depend on people, what’s happening to me? I liked being alone, i was not lonely. What the hell? Related Post What did I just do? Because I’m boss and fuck you One day, I’ll be thin enough.

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