• Archive for July 11th, 2013

    They don’t matter

    by  • July 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 10 Comments

    A mantra I used to say to you long ago was “My feelings don’t matter.” I didn’t say it to give you permission to hurt me. I said it hoping you’d see how you treated me. They don’t matter. You said you were sorry so many times. You’d think you’d master how to sound convincing

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    The Truth

    by  • July 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Dearest D: I have loved you crazily and irrevocably, and my feelings surpass all reason, logic and sense. For nearly ten years I have known somewhere deep inside that we belonged together, despite intense, even permanent, commitments to others in my life. We have had trouble and frustration reconnecting, and in many ways it has

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    For the guy who loves drinks.

    by  • July 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    I have a stupid, terrible, horrible idea. But I think you beat me to it. You can’t just keep taking your shirt off. It’s dirty pool. I literally cannot think about anything else. Also I can’t look away. I think there is something wrong with me. I will wait. I hate waiting. I don’t want

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    An observation

    by  • July 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 13 Comments

    I see your struggle. Some days are easier than others. Today wasn’t a great day for you. I’m sorry for that. There are so many times that I wish I could reach out to you. You seem to need someone around here to talk to. I have a feeling there are things stirring inside that

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    Venting…

    by  • July 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I spend my days afterlife norms crying my eyes out. Disturb void of speech. The frequency sends everything in my environment haywire setting the vibrations in vertical & parallel patterns. I can’t say in this mode forever, I have to escape. I have as we all have two lives not two separate personalities or identities

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    You mean something

    by  • July 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    We are all important to someone, probably a lot of people, but there’s always someone. Don’t allow one person, or as the case may be, a handful of people to bring you down, put you out, and make you feel less than human. I have recently been through the ringer in a relationship. I was

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