• That’s just life

    by  • June 25, 2013 • To You • 0 Comments

    It really hurt to watch someone you love decline. But you just deal with it. It really hurt that he was too selfish. But you just deal with it.
    It sucked when she left me to deal with all her shit, when I was barely coping with my own. But you just deal with it.
    And it sucked that I fell for you.
    It’s not your fault, but you saw me, and that was the straw that broke the camels back.
    I just wanted to believe that you loved me.
    I’m sorry that I’ve been writing on here, it’s embarrassing but I haven’t really been coping, I’m exhausted.
    My friends and family have got my back and I’ll be fine soon enough though.
    Don’t feel guilty and think it’s you, I know you were dealing with your own shit. I dont hate you, I’m just sad that you found someone better.
    I will always miss you though. It is still there for me, I’ll just deal with it.
    I respect you. I’m not going to fuck with your happiness. I wont write anymore shit on here and I’m telling you that for your piece of mind.
    Later egg.

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