Considering you’ve basically told us you are completely fucked in the skull, aren’t living in reality, and are basically on stalker/hated status with your ex,….what makes you think we care to know your 2 cents or opinion ON EVERYTHING pertaining to YOU????
You’ve had the cops called, you said you were flying in a “specialist” to help you “forget”, and you keep crying wah wah wah about your turmoil. Guess what? EVERYONE has turmoil and you don’t see every Tom Dick and Harry forcing their opinions on everyone.
You would make any reasonable person snap because you just won’t shut the fuck up about yourself. What’s worse is you keep saying you are going away and you were wrong and you apologize….only to do it allllll again. You hide behind different facades and shit and spew anger at people and then pretend you are some fucking yogi guru on others. So sick of your trip.