• Archive for June 8th, 2013

    I am foolish

    by  • June 8, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 8 Comments

    I am foolish. I am in love with a woman I can never have. I am torn between a happy life without true love and a life that will never be. I am foolish to think that a beautiful, intelligent and special woman would ever break up her family to be with me. I am

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    Yellow Butterfly.

    by  • June 8, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Those Gone Before Us • 0 Comments

    Dear P, I felt you today. I knew you’d come back as something. When you were in delirium, you told me you’d come back as a tiger. That’s impossible to see. But I remember I mentioned that you should come back as something…something of my favorite color…like a yellow butterfly or a green dragonfly. Well,

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    Love after infidelity-My story

    by  • June 8, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Cheating • 15 Comments

    Affairs are the most debilitating thing in a relationship. Mine, happened 6 months ago and even though I have forgiven. I have yet to forget. Finally I find this place to write, and I see that there are those with similar situations. I forgave him because I am all about love, understanding and forgiveness and

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    Two Worlds: Two Short Stories.

    by  • June 8, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 1 Comment

    Anxiety: An alarm wakes me up. My room is spinning. My lungs hurt. Perhaps, if I sleep some more, everything will be okay? This time my mum wakes me up. The room is still spinning. The same pain surges when I breathe in. She’s walking around my room, picking my clothes up… my clothes. Why

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    Smile :)

    by  • June 8, 2013 • Thoughts • 1 Comment

    A month ago, my life was an absolute mess. I had spiralled down a smoky staircase progressively, over a few years. First came the sex addiction. Then came the drink. Then came the drugs. Then peaked the anxiety. Then stopped the girls. Then started the shits; life is funny like that. And now I feel

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