Ok, I know I’m not perfect. I’m not close to it. But damn, I try my best to be an awesome friend or partner or whatever. Now that I’m “middle aged”, after have given more than I’ve taken, over and over, my tolerance for bullshit is nil.
I feel like it’s too hard for people to just be honest or open anymore. I’d rather someone be straight up and say something honest so it only hurts for that moment, rather than being a coward or playing mind games.
Sometimes I just want to say fuck you and disappear. Sick of being treated like something disposable. Who does that? Is it too hard to be consistent? Is it too hard to be a true friend or be respectful?