i thought we had this figured out.
i thought motivation, scholarship and me were the three best friends that anyone can have.
SO what the fuck is happening to me.
my mind is everywhere but here.
and i just want to be done
and i can’t be.
and i’m over it.
i’m over you too.
and i’m not over that i’m over you.
and i want life to be simple and easy.
i want to know what i want.
i want to know how to get what i want.
i know that will happen someday.
but for now it’s me, this term paper and that’s all i got.